peeeh - What a year ?!

Once upon a time, there was a girl, she wanted to grow up and find happiness... 2010.. She did!!

This one went fast.. That's what happens when you have fun!

This year I have done things I am very proud of and I have gained big friendships that I never thought could exist. Also, I have learnt so much and worked on myself to become a happier and better person towards myself, the world and the nature. I found a way to wake up and be completely okay for once in my life. I am no longer bitter and I belive I can and have achieved big things thanks to the fact that I have worked so hard on letting go of things that I can't control and letting go of people that have been mean to me.

The HIGHLIGHTS of this year was: getting Roxie, Playing Avalon TWICE, the AMAs, moving to a house, GRADUATING from MI, MTV.COM + LOGO, Lakers game with my dad, working with my best friend, got a closer relationship to my mother, 4th of JULY, JOAN JETT + Lady Gaga concert, Shooting 2 music videos, Golds Gym, My Brother visited me in the states, The Black Swan, Recording an ALBUM :)

My new years resolution is to just keep on being me, try to earn more money so I can help those who have nothing. Write better, sing better, perform better. Watch, Learn and Live. I am also going to try to be better at smiling towards those who look miserable, who knows what their problem is anyways ;)

Thank you so much to friends, Family, fans and lovers... Without you none of this would matter, because what's the point of all this if there is no one to share it with? Thank you for making me a better person, performer and woman. You teach me every day! Keep on being wonderful because I wouldn't like the world without you ;)

Happy New Year. Let's do this 2011

xoxo
KQ

Breaks suck!

So I know I know it's Christmas... but I don't really like Christmas. Because the world is standing still while I want to work!

Celebrating my brothers 18 birthday today. Should be fun.. Then I'll be hitting my dance studio tonight for rehearsals.. I go to Stockholm tomorrow to perform at PURE...

Ugh today I really miss LA.. like REALLY... I want it to be summer! I don't remember enjoying this years summer that much because I was performing a lot and working indoors, which is ok because it's what I LOVE to do!.. But also I don't like the beach when my booty is bigger than it should be LOL so I stay away from short skirts and summer clothes (just like 1000000 other girls do).. But now, after gym I feel so much more confident and I can't wait for the summer!!! I miss walking the dirty streets of Hollywood with the sun burning my face... And I wanna have Caesar salad at The Abbey! ... My damn external hard drive is broken so I can't look at my old pictures from the previous summer and it really bugs me.. I need the SUN!......

Anyways, I hope you all had an amazing Christmas, let me know what Santa brought you this year.

xoxo
KQ

picture: second week in LA 2008

Blessed-but some are not...

Had an amazing last couple of days in the studio. Made one dance track called "Love Beat" and a summer cheesy song called "Summer Love".. Then we also started on a slower song about a destructive relationship kind of thing... anyways, you will LOVE IT!

I'm in Helsingborg over Christmas for a break and to spend some time with my family. Then back to stockholm the 26th for a performance.

On my way down to Helsingborg I really thought about how lucky I am and blessed to live my life just as I imagined it as a child...
BUT listening to the songs on the radio, thinking about this whole Holiday thing made me think about how many people have nothing.. And how stressful the holiday is for families without money.. And children with split parents, and they don't know who to spend the weekend with because they don't wanna hurt mummy or daddy..... Or people that don't even have a choice to be with their family at all... So much stress.. for one day.. .. I guess this is why I don't really like Christmas.. Not everyone get's to celebrate, and not everyone will have a pleasant one...
THere should seriously be more help out there for older people, for children, for anyone that doesn't have the chance to be happy during the holidays...

I hope all of you really give as much as you can and share your love as much as you can. Because this is all we got. In the end of the day. We got each other.

xoxo
KQ

My life just as I want it

These last couple of days have been ah-mazing!

So. I got to Sweden. Hung with my family for a day and slept in my amazing bed. It was so great to see the house I spent my teenage years in, dreaming about my future, which now is reality. ..
Then my mum, me and Roxie drove up to Stockholm.

I re wrote one verse for "La La Land" and recorded the new version with Trinity.

I shot the music video for "La la land" feat Lazee and it was so much fun! I love how easy it all was and how short the whole shoot was. I am so excited to see the result. We shot it in green screen and the theme will b Andy Warhol and manga. And the stick (slow part) will be a dream world -> I had feathers in my hair and fun blue make up. Very different.... I can't wait to shoot part 2 in beginning of January. It's going to be a limo and party scene with me and Lazee :)

Now, it's time to sleep. I have photo shoots all day tomorrow and tuesday + wednesday I am in the studio recording a new song. Yeaayaaah!!

I love you all. Life is gorgeous.

xoxo KQ

In a different world

So I'm in Europe now. In Sweden. It's so damn cold I don't want to do anything that includes any type of outside activities.

The plane ride was a project. I sat next to a cool chic who does some kind of forecast but on different planets. Anyways, she knew all these cool things about planets and I think space is super cool.
Landed in UK and got in big trouble. Apparently BA do NOT fly with dogs in the cabin. But for some reason I managed to go around Heathrow and get checked in with a dog but I got stopped by security. It was so awkward and scary to sit there and not knowing wether I would be able to fly or be sent back to US because of Roxie Princess. And especially when I had talked to them for 2 months about bringing her. Once again; Communication (hello).. BUT Helen, manager of BA on ground is an AMAZING lady that pulled strings so that I could board with Roxie. Thank you thank you thank you! I will NEVER forget what you did for me!

Today I made errands and got things prepared for tomorrows trip to Stockholm. I am tired and cold. But I am so excited to finish this album and I am so super ready for this!!! It's my life and you can't take it away from me. It's me.

xoxo
KQ

Last 1st of the year

For some weird reason I look back at this year and I hardly remember it. It has been my most successful year and also the biggest year of my life where I had to get down to it and work on me myself and I.

I def still have more work than ever to complete before this year is gone. As I said before, finishing the album in Europe in less than 2 weeks. Shooting the video for my new single "La La Land" feat. Lazee

One thing I def want to work with when I come back in January is to stop looking at what others do and get stressed. I am my own project and what others do can't and will not effect me. We are all different and brought for different reasons and destines in to this world and this lifetime. So I guess If I'm going to start thinking of a new years promise to myself is to treat KQ better and stop stressing. Because it will take the time it needs to do whatever I am supposed to do. And it's okej that not everyone enjoys me and my music. It would be boring if the world loved everything I do. I would die, and never learn. So, it's all the way it is supposed to be.

Well, these are my thoughts for today. DEC 1st 2010. What a year.....

xoxo
KQ