peeeh - What a year ?!

Once upon a time, there was a girl, she wanted to grow up and find happiness... 2010.. She did!!

This one went fast.. That's what happens when you have fun!

This year I have done things I am very proud of and I have gained big friendships that I never thought could exist. Also, I have learnt so much and worked on myself to become a happier and better person towards myself, the world and the nature. I found a way to wake up and be completely okay for once in my life. I am no longer bitter and I belive I can and have achieved big things thanks to the fact that I have worked so hard on letting go of things that I can't control and letting go of people that have been mean to me.

The HIGHLIGHTS of this year was: getting Roxie, Playing Avalon TWICE, the AMAs, moving to a house, GRADUATING from MI, MTV.COM + LOGO, Lakers game with my dad, working with my best friend, got a closer relationship to my mother, 4th of JULY, JOAN JETT + Lady Gaga concert, Shooting 2 music videos, Golds Gym, My Brother visited me in the states, The Black Swan, Recording an ALBUM :)

My new years resolution is to just keep on being me, try to earn more money so I can help those who have nothing. Write better, sing better, perform better. Watch, Learn and Live. I am also going to try to be better at smiling towards those who look miserable, who knows what their problem is anyways ;)

Thank you so much to friends, Family, fans and lovers... Without you none of this would matter, because what's the point of all this if there is no one to share it with? Thank you for making me a better person, performer and woman. You teach me every day! Keep on being wonderful because I wouldn't like the world without you ;)

Happy New Year. Let's do this 2011

xoxo
KQ

Breaks suck!

So I know I know it's Christmas... but I don't really like Christmas. Because the world is standing still while I want to work!

Celebrating my brothers 18 birthday today. Should be fun.. Then I'll be hitting my dance studio tonight for rehearsals.. I go to Stockholm tomorrow to perform at PURE...

Ugh today I really miss LA.. like REALLY... I want it to be summer! I don't remember enjoying this years summer that much because I was performing a lot and working indoors, which is ok because it's what I LOVE to do!.. But also I don't like the beach when my booty is bigger than it should be LOL so I stay away from short skirts and summer clothes (just like 1000000 other girls do).. But now, after gym I feel so much more confident and I can't wait for the summer!!! I miss walking the dirty streets of Hollywood with the sun burning my face... And I wanna have Caesar salad at The Abbey! ... My damn external hard drive is broken so I can't look at my old pictures from the previous summer and it really bugs me.. I need the SUN!......

Anyways, I hope you all had an amazing Christmas, let me know what Santa brought you this year.

xoxo
KQ

picture: second week in LA 2008

Blessed-but some are not...

Had an amazing last couple of days in the studio. Made one dance track called "Love Beat" and a summer cheesy song called "Summer Love".. Then we also started on a slower song about a destructive relationship kind of thing... anyways, you will LOVE IT!

I'm in Helsingborg over Christmas for a break and to spend some time with my family. Then back to stockholm the 26th for a performance.

On my way down to Helsingborg I really thought about how lucky I am and blessed to live my life just as I imagined it as a child...
BUT listening to the songs on the radio, thinking about this whole Holiday thing made me think about how many people have nothing.. And how stressful the holiday is for families without money.. And children with split parents, and they don't know who to spend the weekend with because they don't wanna hurt mummy or daddy..... Or people that don't even have a choice to be with their family at all... So much stress.. for one day.. .. I guess this is why I don't really like Christmas.. Not everyone get's to celebrate, and not everyone will have a pleasant one...
THere should seriously be more help out there for older people, for children, for anyone that doesn't have the chance to be happy during the holidays...

I hope all of you really give as much as you can and share your love as much as you can. Because this is all we got. In the end of the day. We got each other.

xoxo
KQ

My life just as I want it

These last couple of days have been ah-mazing!

So. I got to Sweden. Hung with my family for a day and slept in my amazing bed. It was so great to see the house I spent my teenage years in, dreaming about my future, which now is reality. ..
Then my mum, me and Roxie drove up to Stockholm.

I re wrote one verse for "La La Land" and recorded the new version with Trinity.

I shot the music video for "La la land" feat Lazee and it was so much fun! I love how easy it all was and how short the whole shoot was. I am so excited to see the result. We shot it in green screen and the theme will b Andy Warhol and manga. And the stick (slow part) will be a dream world -> I had feathers in my hair and fun blue make up. Very different.... I can't wait to shoot part 2 in beginning of January. It's going to be a limo and party scene with me and Lazee :)

Now, it's time to sleep. I have photo shoots all day tomorrow and tuesday + wednesday I am in the studio recording a new song. Yeaayaaah!!

I love you all. Life is gorgeous.

xoxo KQ

In a different world

So I'm in Europe now. In Sweden. It's so damn cold I don't want to do anything that includes any type of outside activities.

The plane ride was a project. I sat next to a cool chic who does some kind of forecast but on different planets. Anyways, she knew all these cool things about planets and I think space is super cool.
Landed in UK and got in big trouble. Apparently BA do NOT fly with dogs in the cabin. But for some reason I managed to go around Heathrow and get checked in with a dog but I got stopped by security. It was so awkward and scary to sit there and not knowing wether I would be able to fly or be sent back to US because of Roxie Princess. And especially when I had talked to them for 2 months about bringing her. Once again; Communication (hello).. BUT Helen, manager of BA on ground is an AMAZING lady that pulled strings so that I could board with Roxie. Thank you thank you thank you! I will NEVER forget what you did for me!

Today I made errands and got things prepared for tomorrows trip to Stockholm. I am tired and cold. But I am so excited to finish this album and I am so super ready for this!!! It's my life and you can't take it away from me. It's me.

xoxo
KQ

Last 1st of the year

For some weird reason I look back at this year and I hardly remember it. It has been my most successful year and also the biggest year of my life where I had to get down to it and work on me myself and I.

I def still have more work than ever to complete before this year is gone. As I said before, finishing the album in Europe in less than 2 weeks. Shooting the video for my new single "La La Land" feat. Lazee

One thing I def want to work with when I come back in January is to stop looking at what others do and get stressed. I am my own project and what others do can't and will not effect me. We are all different and brought for different reasons and destines in to this world and this lifetime. So I guess If I'm going to start thinking of a new years promise to myself is to treat KQ better and stop stressing. Because it will take the time it needs to do whatever I am supposed to do. And it's okej that not everyone enjoys me and my music. It would be boring if the world loved everything I do. I would die, and never learn. So, it's all the way it is supposed to be.

Well, these are my thoughts for today. DEC 1st 2010. What a year.....

xoxo
KQ

one song

It's such a weird road sometimes. I still can't manage to lay in bed and just fall asleep. I catch myself thinking about the same stuff I did when I was a teenager. Plan what, how, when and who. All about the stage.

It's like I told a friend the other day, I want to be a therapist but I can't really go to school for it. So if I can write the perfect song, put on the perfect show then maybe I can help more than one person at once.

I'm so focused on writing that one song that will break my shell and have me write 100 of them. The perfect song that will change your day and make you feel ok.

Anywas. So if you wonder what I'm doing right now after the AMAs, I'm focusing on my music which I'm starting to record in Europe in 2 weeks.

I'm excited to go to Europe, I haven't been there in a year. Hopefully everything goes the way that it's planned and my music comes out on time.

xoxo

KQ

Dreams really do come true!

I wanna thank everyone that has been following my amazing trip this week and for those that have been there from the beginning, friends and family, I love you so much!

This is so special to me, Im being BORN tomorrow! It's amazing to go from months ago and have my first performance at Avalon, Tigerheat to 9 months later doing the red carpet live show at the AMAs. It's way 2 cool to understand...

When I took a shower this morning and sang a bit of my song "No Pain" I realized I will be singing it for millions of people in less than 24 hours!!! I have to catch my breath sometimes when I realize what I am about to do.

It hit me on Thursday when I walked in to Katy Perrys rehearsal, and the lights went on, and I was sitting in the front row and I looked around me and I realized that I wasn't there to just watch others do their job and what they love. I was there as a talent. I am there to do my job and do what I love to do more than anything. And it is a really cool feeling to know that you are good enough.

With this I want to say, thank you to everyone that believe in me! I know and remember each one of you. And there are amazing fans that I have talked to on Facebook for months now from different countries that I really want to say: I LOVE YOU. YOUR WORDS MATTER!!

Thank you

Don't forget to watch tomorrow. http://www.ustream.tv/amas 2PM!!!!!!!!


XOXO
KQ

LIFE IS A SHOW!

Had such a great time at Chelsea Handler's show the other day. It gave me chills when the camera was off and the make up artists touched up her and her guests faces. And I recognized that face and transaction that happens 2 minutes before the camera starts rolling. God, I can not wait until I stand in front of that camera in a month and create magic again.

Last night I played some wii with my friend and we went to 7-11 to get some snacks. On our way back home we see this amazingly big house and I can't stop starring at it. And I notice that the guy in the living room is about to sing into a microphone. His manager was smoking a cigarette in the front yard and he told me that their band would perform in the house later on. So of course we went there a couple of hours later and it was magical!! I was speechless and inspired. I have never seen a band perform in a living room like this before. I felt like I was back in the 60ties watching the future of the music!! And the house was gigantic and old and just so artsy and hot!

This week made me realize so much. Made me realize there is a bigger world out there. And right now I am just focusing on what I got at the moment and I am going to use all my strength and all I have seen this year and finish the rest of the album with amazing songs that will want you to wanna dance and scream at the same time.

xoxo
KQ

My face on your body?

Had a fantastic weekend and my favorite was a party in the hills. It was so pretty and there were so many nice people and the energy was just really amazing. I thought it was so cool that they hired bunch of twins to work at the party. And the pool looked like the cover of American Beauty with red apples floating around. Sickening is all I have to say!

I've been working a lot on lyrics lately and I wrote my first love song inspired by my best friend. I can't say I would every put it on my album but it's a sweet one. I might just put it on my page this week after recording it with my guitar player. Would be fun to showcase that my heart is not made of stone  ;)

My work outs at the gym are getting so good right now. I love running to "Vogue" and saying "strike a pose" like 5000000 times at the gym lol
I feel so much stronger now and I want to be prepared for anything. I don't want anyone to take my job just because I wasn't ready enough.

Had a great night dancing to one of my favorite dj's Ray Rhodes. And I was so damn honored to see that he wore a T-shirt with my face on his body out while he was spinning tonight. It was a very special moment for me to see someone like him wearing it. Or just the fact that someone is willing to put it on and wear it for more than just at home. It's a really cool feeling.. I know, I'm a dork.

xoxo
KQ

Can't have it all?!

This day was such up and down. I went to the vet to get my dogs shot and papers sorted out so I can take her with me to Europe. But yah, that didn't go so well since I have to wait 120 days.
Walking back home with tears behind my shades starring at my dog that is everything for me I thought to myself that I can't leave. I trust no one with my dog.

But then I talked to my vet from Sweden and since Roxie already had a shot in April he told me to call the vet here again. And after a couple no and no and NO I finally got a yes to get a specialist to get all the stuff done tomorrow. Now fingers crossed that the Rabies shot worked in April and that it can show in the blood  test.

Anyways. I dropped a lil demo (ICE COLD) on my FB wall so if u don't have me on facebook add me: KingQueen Kq and I hope you like it.

I am really excited and can't wait until I am in Europe. It's time to hit the big studio with big producers and get my voice heard.

Yeaahhhh
xoxo KQ

Cray Crayz

So Halloween was off the hook!
I was ghetto-faboulus on friday (lol), Masquerade lady on saturday and military girl on Sunday.
That was an exhausting weekend. I tell you, just because I'm sober doesn't mean my life isn't crazy outside my artsy world! It was intense and I'm glad Halloween is over. The parties were cray cray and the highlight was to meet Dj Morningstar at one of the parties up the hills. No wonder they had the best music playing ;)

Right now I am getting ready to go to the gym. Working my ass off to look better than ever for the video shoot in December. I am so excited about going to Europe. Going to Finish my album and shoot a video with a really successful artist. I'll spread the news once it's official ;)

Oki. Time to work on abs and ass!
xoxo
KQ

long day

So today I finally had my appointment with my dr and he got kinda mad that I didn't schedule one earlier since I kinda need my meds. He also asked if my friends noticed me being on a negative mood and I lied and said "not really" .. lol

Anyways. I had a great make up session with my new man. He treated my face like gold and made me look very pretty. I am very happy to work with him. Thank you Darais for bringing Burke to me!

Then I had an amazing hike with my princess. Runyon, you are amazing you really are. You show me different views of LA every time I climb you. I love to go clear my mind on your ground! Hiking is my favorite thing to do.

Then me and my boys went to the Beverly Centre to find something cute to wear tomorrow. And I didn't really feel like I found something. Oh well, we will see how I feel i the morning.

Had a great rehearsal with my guitar player. Right now I'm putting color in my hair cause everyone is complaining that it's grey. HAH!

Okidoki.
xoxo
KQ

Training for life.

Had a great productive day.
Practiced and prepared for my huge audition this friday with my amazing guitar player John. Can't believe he still puts up with me after 2 years :P We rehearsed "No Pain" and I did some changes in the 2nd verse that will make me sound more interesting. Hopefully the world will like it. In the end of the day, no like no KQ.

Spent a good 4 hours at the gym, running to my Madonna play list and pumping my muscles while starring at hot men.

After my gym pass I had a movie night with a friend and ended up chatting through the entire movie (lol), typical girl nights.

Just edited my website, as I do every day, like never happy with it.

I need to go to bed now, it's been another busy and scheduled day and tomorrow is a big long day. Meeting up with a make up artist that is painting my face for friday and then doing some judging at a talent show in Beverly Hills @ Aqua Lounge, come by and hear me bitch out!

xoxo KQ

Different point of view

So I started my day with editing some music and then I decided to take a long hike with my princess. I love Runyon and it was so peaceful to be able to be alone in a crowded area. The hike gives me so much space to think and be in zen with myself. I wish I could catch the view and my thoughts in a picture but the camera can never catch what's supposed to be experienced live. I was listening to my Madonna Play list and repeating my goals in my head. This upcoming week is one of my many important beginnings in life and I'm taking this time to prepare for my future.

On my way home I wasn't that ZENNED! As I stop by the stall to buy a banana and water for cash, I am surrounded by some boys. They leave, I'm opening my bottle, I start walking and I put my hand in my pocket and my WALLET IS GONE! All my cards, my visa, my id .. my LIFE! ...
To thieves: MAKE YOUR OWN MONEY, DON'T GO STEAL OTHERS!

Anyways, that's not going to effect me. I cancelled everything duh! Not even a point stealing my stuff when I cancelled it 20 minutes later. It's just a hassle to have to deal with. Oh well.
Hope your sunday was great :)

xoxo KQ

Leaving on a jet plane..

So I made it. I survived the week.
I had one of the best weeks as KQ and I can't wait to do more.
It was the first time I was booked for 4 days in a row. And I did 2 LA gigs and 2 Vegas gigs.
It was such a cool feeling to be flown out for the first time ever. For a lot of people it's a every day thing but for me it's something to remember forever.

I loved being in Vegas. It was like work but vacation. I could lay in my hotel room until it was time to put on face and I could relax. Sunday was amazing cause my mum arrived with my dancers and my amazing puppy mwah!

This week is time to re charge some batteries an since I only have one performance this week I will record and write some new ear candy. I kinda wanna do a photo shoot soon so anyone who want's to hit me up just message!!!

XOXO KQ

MY DOG IS LEAKING

So I somehow thought I could manage to keep my dog and not get her fixed and that some kind of miracle would make her not enter her bleeding stage of life. And of course my princess had to get in heat when my busiest week ever arrived. But lucky me, my mother came all the way from Sweden to visit and she helped me out with Roxie boo. Now. Things got more busy when my mum found a house around the corner and decided that I should move. Poor me (lol).. So with a dog in heat, rehearsals, performances and recordings we managed to have me moved to a new gorgeous house where I plan to stay for at least a year!! I can't wait to turn my garage to a dance studio :D

And now I'm in Vegas to perform all weekend and I am excited. Yesterday I performed popstarz and it was such a fun performance and I think it was so cool to have Jessica and Hunter introduce me. I love how I am laying in my bed and my manager just got two more bookings for me. I hope I can keep on making my audience happy so that I can perform every day for the rest of my life <3

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