one song

It's such a weird road sometimes. I still can't manage to lay in bed and just fall asleep. I catch myself thinking about the same stuff I did when I was a teenager. Plan what, how, when and who. All about the stage.

It's like I told a friend the other day, I want to be a therapist but I can't really go to school for it. So if I can write the perfect song, put on the perfect show then maybe I can help more than one person at once.

I'm so focused on writing that one song that will break my shell and have me write 100 of them. The perfect song that will change your day and make you feel ok.

Anywas. So if you wonder what I'm doing right now after the AMAs, I'm focusing on my music which I'm starting to record in Europe in 2 weeks.

I'm excited to go to Europe, I haven't been there in a year. Hopefully everything goes the way that it's planned and my music comes out on time.

xoxo

KQ

Dreams really do come true!

I wanna thank everyone that has been following my amazing trip this week and for those that have been there from the beginning, friends and family, I love you so much!

This is so special to me, Im being BORN tomorrow! It's amazing to go from months ago and have my first performance at Avalon, Tigerheat to 9 months later doing the red carpet live show at the AMAs. It's way 2 cool to understand...

When I took a shower this morning and sang a bit of my song "No Pain" I realized I will be singing it for millions of people in less than 24 hours!!! I have to catch my breath sometimes when I realize what I am about to do.

It hit me on Thursday when I walked in to Katy Perrys rehearsal, and the lights went on, and I was sitting in the front row and I looked around me and I realized that I wasn't there to just watch others do their job and what they love. I was there as a talent. I am there to do my job and do what I love to do more than anything. And it is a really cool feeling to know that you are good enough.

With this I want to say, thank you to everyone that believe in me! I know and remember each one of you. And there are amazing fans that I have talked to on Facebook for months now from different countries that I really want to say: I LOVE YOU. YOUR WORDS MATTER!!

Thank you

Don't forget to watch tomorrow. http://www.ustream.tv/amas 2PM!!!!!!!!


XOXO
KQ

LIFE IS A SHOW!

Had such a great time at Chelsea Handler's show the other day. It gave me chills when the camera was off and the make up artists touched up her and her guests faces. And I recognized that face and transaction that happens 2 minutes before the camera starts rolling. God, I can not wait until I stand in front of that camera in a month and create magic again.

Last night I played some wii with my friend and we went to 7-11 to get some snacks. On our way back home we see this amazingly big house and I can't stop starring at it. And I notice that the guy in the living room is about to sing into a microphone. His manager was smoking a cigarette in the front yard and he told me that their band would perform in the house later on. So of course we went there a couple of hours later and it was magical!! I was speechless and inspired. I have never seen a band perform in a living room like this before. I felt like I was back in the 60ties watching the future of the music!! And the house was gigantic and old and just so artsy and hot!

This week made me realize so much. Made me realize there is a bigger world out there. And right now I am just focusing on what I got at the moment and I am going to use all my strength and all I have seen this year and finish the rest of the album with amazing songs that will want you to wanna dance and scream at the same time.

xoxo
KQ

My face on your body?

Had a fantastic weekend and my favorite was a party in the hills. It was so pretty and there were so many nice people and the energy was just really amazing. I thought it was so cool that they hired bunch of twins to work at the party. And the pool looked like the cover of American Beauty with red apples floating around. Sickening is all I have to say!

I've been working a lot on lyrics lately and I wrote my first love song inspired by my best friend. I can't say I would every put it on my album but it's a sweet one. I might just put it on my page this week after recording it with my guitar player. Would be fun to showcase that my heart is not made of stone  ;)

My work outs at the gym are getting so good right now. I love running to "Vogue" and saying "strike a pose" like 5000000 times at the gym lol
I feel so much stronger now and I want to be prepared for anything. I don't want anyone to take my job just because I wasn't ready enough.

Had a great night dancing to one of my favorite dj's Ray Rhodes. And I was so damn honored to see that he wore a T-shirt with my face on his body out while he was spinning tonight. It was a very special moment for me to see someone like him wearing it. Or just the fact that someone is willing to put it on and wear it for more than just at home. It's a really cool feeling.. I know, I'm a dork.

xoxo
KQ

Can't have it all?!

This day was such up and down. I went to the vet to get my dogs shot and papers sorted out so I can take her with me to Europe. But yah, that didn't go so well since I have to wait 120 days.
Walking back home with tears behind my shades starring at my dog that is everything for me I thought to myself that I can't leave. I trust no one with my dog.

But then I talked to my vet from Sweden and since Roxie already had a shot in April he told me to call the vet here again. And after a couple no and no and NO I finally got a yes to get a specialist to get all the stuff done tomorrow. Now fingers crossed that the Rabies shot worked in April and that it can show in the blood  test.

Anyways. I dropped a lil demo (ICE COLD) on my FB wall so if u don't have me on facebook add me: KingQueen Kq and I hope you like it.

I am really excited and can't wait until I am in Europe. It's time to hit the big studio with big producers and get my voice heard.

Yeaahhhh
xoxo KQ

Cray Crayz

So Halloween was off the hook!
I was ghetto-faboulus on friday (lol), Masquerade lady on saturday and military girl on Sunday.
That was an exhausting weekend. I tell you, just because I'm sober doesn't mean my life isn't crazy outside my artsy world! It was intense and I'm glad Halloween is over. The parties were cray cray and the highlight was to meet Dj Morningstar at one of the parties up the hills. No wonder they had the best music playing ;)

Right now I am getting ready to go to the gym. Working my ass off to look better than ever for the video shoot in December. I am so excited about going to Europe. Going to Finish my album and shoot a video with a really successful artist. I'll spread the news once it's official ;)

Oki. Time to work on abs and ass!
xoxo
KQ